"see you at the crossroads,so you dont get lonely"  / Friend Missing Willlis (buddies)

its been four years and i still miss you just as much as the dayyou were taken from us. i love you willis, thanks for all the guidance and help that i KNOW you have given me. keep me and the 'gang' strong - even though i know you are doing that anyways. You're the best angel anyone could possibly ask for. thanks for still being my boy. rest in peace dubz....

"there are places I remember
all my life though some have changed
some forever not for better
some have gone and some remain
all these places have their moments
with lovers and friends I still can recall
some are dead and some are living
in my life I've loved them all

but of all these friends and lovers
there is no one compares with you
and these memories lose their meaning
when I think of love as something new
though I know I'll never lose affection
for people and things that went before 
I know I'll often stop and think about them
in my life I love you more

though I know I'll never lose affection
for people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
in my life I love you more"

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I miss you :(  / Sarah (Sister)
I just needed to write to you because I feel so sad without you here. Today is Shaunies birthday, he is 2 and I cant even beieve it. Sabrina is 3 now and I think about how much she would love you and how you would sooo adore her. Its wierd being a Mom. Its wierd to have a little boy and a little girl so close in age kinda like we were. They remind of me and you so much more and more everyday. She watches out for him and helps him and loves him so so much and he's always looking to her for help and guidance and mostly to bother her like you used to do to me. I miss that. I miss it more than I can even express. Why did you leave me Willie?? You were my best friend, my brother, my partner. We were supposed to grow up together, help eachother, show eachother the way, and now I am left without you and it hurts so bad. I literraly think about you and Mom all day. Its like no matter how hard I try I can't stop my brain. I think about all the fun times we had and I try to remember every detail of your face and I try to hear your voice. I wonder what your life would be like, I wonder if you would be happy, I WONDER IF MOM WOULD STILL BE ALIVE!!! It sucks going out and seeing your friends cause inside Im dying thinking you should be there too and all I wanna do is scream but I cant. Life is unfair and our family has learned that first hand all too many times. I pray that your wih Mom and that one day I will see you both again, and you'll be jamming out and Mom will be by your side, your number one fun just like she always was. I love you Willie and I truly miss you with all of my heart <3 Close

Happy Birthday  / Sarah (Sister)
I sit here at my computer thinking to myself what it would be like if you were here and we were making plans to celebrate your 22nd birthday. Its unreal to me that you would have been 22 TODAY. I wonder what kind of young man you would be and what kinds of things you would be doing. Like would you have a real job, or still lived at home, if you didn't die, would Mom still have?? Our lives would have all been so so sooo much different had you guys still been here with us. There are so many nieces and nephews that need you to make them smile, teach them how to be goofy and how to love to the fullest no matter what. I wish you could see all of them, from baby Katie, all the way up to Ryan, its so wierd how much we have all grown up and how our lives actually went on somehow without you and Mom. I wish you were here with us so we can sing to you and get you a cake. Of course its snowing out right now so who knows if we'll be able to get to the cemetary but i know in my heart you know I am thinking about you constantly. I love you little bro, Happy Birthday Dude. Close

3 years tomorrow  / Meghann (Sister)
I can not believe that tomorrow will be 3 years since we have seen your smile or heard your laughter. My heart has not healed and I miss you even more. Time has not healed this wound, our family has grown since you left us but there is still such a void such a hole. We will never take a family photo and be the way we used to be. I miss you. My heart aches for the innoncence we all had before you were ripped from our lives. I know the day you died changed so many people forever, but no one more than Mom. Something died in her that day & she was never the same. September 11th took you & the mother I knew away & I mourn for both of you. I mourn for the family safety net we had, I mourn for the faith I once had. I miss you so much. I wish you were here to see all your new neices & nephews-to make them laugh with your wonderful Uncle Will skills. To see Nicholas smile again, the way he did when you were around. I hope you know how much you meant to people on this earth. I hope you knew how much you meant to me. I miss you little brother. Close

Uncle Will  / Meghann (Sister)
Hey Congrats Uncle Will. Keep the baby safe-no one loves the wee ones quite like you. Knowing that Mom & you are out there being guardian angels over all of the kids helps us get thru the days where we really miss you & wish you were here.  
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when your gone...  / Evan Howley (nephew)

"when you walk away
i count the steps that you take 
do you see how much i need you right now
when your gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when your gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when your gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok...
i miss you...

i've never felt this way before, 
everything that i do, reminds me of you...
and the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
and they smell just like you...
i love the things that you do.
I can hardly breahthe I need to feel you here with me...

When your gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you..."

-When Your Gone, Avril Lavigne.


Everytime this songs comes on I cant stop thinking about you, how you loved Avril and thought she was hot...As I get older I feel stranger & stranger... It's weird to think that in just a few months I'll be as old as you were when you're life ended... To think that when I finally start to get everything together and plan out my life, my goals, my dreams, my plans... That your life was ended so quickly, your goals, dreams, and plans were all cut short. But I know that no matter how old I get, I will always look up to you, you were my uncle, my big brother, my friend, and my hero. I feel like you died right as we were getting closer, and got to hang out and do fun stuff because I was getting older... Now I feel like if you were here we would have so much fun, I always think, what if willie were here? And it hurts to think that I'll never get to have those times back, and you'll never get to see me growing up... I've made a lot of mistakes, but I know that you'd be helping me out and laughing at me. I miss you, Willie, one day I hope you'll be proud. 

Love Always.
Evan Patrick

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i love you <33  / Jenn
Willie
Its been a long time since i wrote something here. I write you comments alot whenever  i wanna talk to you really. I wish that i could send you letters to heaven so i could no how your doing, hear that you love and miss us all as much as we miss you..and while i kno you do some how i wish to hear you say it everyday. so much has changed friendships, Life in general. I never thought id get this far 3 years ago without you. I hope your proud of me. I got away. Im going 2 skool n work and you'd love my appartment babe its like lime green this greenish blue color purple and baby blue hah its a liddle crazy. I kno you've seen it. Its weird cause while im proud of how far ive come i always seem to day dream about where id be if you never left us. I kno ive become so strong and im so proud of where im at in life..but some how i long for what i could have had and wanted so much more. idk always trying to find the answers. I love you babe & i miss you constantly. come visit our dreams send me thay address in heaven ;)
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my light  / Old Friend (we spent a few nights together.. )
i love you willis, rest in peace kiddo - sleep soundly<33 i'll never forget, so don't you. i'll be back, i promise. Close